Sebastian was a handsome little boy, so full of life, joy and enthusiasm. His life was cut short when he was just 3.5 years old by his father who shot him to death before taking his own life. This blog is not only a small tribute to my little boy’s memory, but also a vital part of my healing journey. I can only hope and pray that, by sharing my story, I can in some way inspire and help others on their personal healing journeys. Please know that you are not alone. Pain and loss are a natural part of our experiences here on earth that are meant to help us grow. It is up to us how we choose to deal with the occurrences that life brings us. Some people can choose to give up while others might choose to bring some light into the darkness.  I can only hope that you will allow me to bring some light and understanding into your own darkness.  With blessings, light and love,  Urszula

Blog posts

Finding Me From darkness to Life

Discovering the beauty within

By on May 12, 2017

For the greater part of my life, I have wished to be someone else–someone…

Dealing with Grief Finding Me Forgiveness

Time Heals

By on April 29, 2017

Springtime… Easter… such a joyful time as the sun shines brighter, the ocean breeze…

From darkness to Life The Power of Prayer

A Precious Gift of Friendship

By on April 24, 2017

The other day, as I was playing with Gia, I listened to a phone…

From darkness to Life

Enjoying the Beauty of Now

By on March 31, 2017

As I began to heal from the wounds of that fateful night and the…

Dealing with Grief

Mommy, my brother is an Angel

By on February 4, 2017

Going to the cemetery where Sebastian is buried became Gia’s and mine weekend routine….

Dealing with Grief The Power of Prayer

My best friend, the best therapist

By on January 9, 2017

Throughout my life I have been blessed with many wonderful friends. They were there…

Emotional & Psychical Abuse Finding Me From darkness to Life The Power of Prayer Trauma

Pray, dance, heal…

By on November 15, 2016

Despite everything, during my short life I was fortunate enough to witness many miracles…

Emotional & Psychical Abuse

Sometimes running away is the best you can do…

By on October 30, 2016

Once in a while I just cannot help but to wonder what would have…

About Me



Hi Dear! My name is Urszula. Through this blog, I hope that my words can bring you some comfort and encouragement. Please know, that there is always hope no matter where you are in your journey. You have the power to enjoy your time now and make today better, than yesterday.