Sebastian was a handsome little boy, so full of life, joy and enthusiasm. His life was cut short when he was just 3.5 years old by his father who shot him to death before taking his own life. This blog is not only a small tribute to my little boy’s memory, but also a vital part of my healing journey. I can only hope and pray that, by sharing my story, I can in some way inspire and help others on their personal healing journeys. Please know that you are not alone. Pain and loss are a natural part of our experiences here on earth that are meant to help us grow. It is up to us how we choose to deal with the occurrences that life brings us. Some people can choose to give up while others might choose to bring some light into the darkness.  I can only hope that you will allow me to bring some light and understanding into your own darkness.  With blessings, light and love,  Urszula

Blog posts

Finding Me

Family is forever

By on October 2, 2017

Recently, I took a trip to Poland to visit my family. On our way…

Finding Me

Reality of a Dream

By on September 7, 2017

Five o’clock in the morning… I find myself awaken by the brutal sound of…

Dealing with Grief

Never the Same

By on August 7, 2017

It is not easy to describe the feelings of vast emptiness and despair that…

Finding Me From darkness to Life

The Magic of Optimism

By on July 19, 2017

Most people who meet me for the first time and are unfamiliar with my…

Emotional & Psychical Abuse

Caught in a Storm

By on July 15, 2017

A couple of months ago, I was lucky enough to meet an incredible woman,…

Emotional & Psychical Abuse From darkness to Life Trauma

When being strong is your only choice

By on June 25, 2017

The other day I felt a little overwhelmed as I contemplated something that happened…


Forgiving the Unforgivable

By on June 7, 2017

By far, forgiveness is one of life’s most difficult lessons.
I have come a long…

Dealing with Grief Finding Me Material Loss

Choosing to be grateful

By on May 26, 2017

Despite all the pain that I have endured in the past, I have also…

About Me



Hi Dear! My name is Urszula. Through this blog, I hope that my words can bring you some comfort and encouragement. Please know, that there is always hope no matter where you are in your journey. You have the power to enjoy your time now and make today better, than yesterday.